Do You Have a Vocation?

I was nearly done with my first semester of my senior year when I met a fork in the road that I did not see coming and, quite frankly, didn't want.  I was one semester away from graduating with a double major in history and education.  From the time I visited campus I knew exactly what I was meant to do.  I was going to teach history and civics in middle or high school and coach.  I had always loved social studies and my coaches had such a profound impact on my life.  I knew this was what I was going to do.  All I had left to do was finish the semester and then student teach.

But God had other plans.

On move in day of my freshman year I looked at the tables set out on Clinton Field by the various campus groups.  One caught my eye.  It was a sign up sheet for calling sports on the campus radio station.  I signed my name and thought little of it until I got a call that December.  They wanted to know if I wanted to help call a men's college basketball game. I said, yes.  I was the color man for that game and I was so impressed by Jeff Moss as he did play-by-play.  I had to try it.  So, I did and I was hooked.  Eventually I spent a few years on the staff of the campus station.  Not so I could get a really small pay check but so I could schedule myself to do as many games as possible.

Radio was my hobby, but God had other plans.  

During the end of the first semester my senior year I felt, and I don't know how to express it other than a strong feeling, that God was calling me to do radio and not be a teacher.  I tried to inform Him of all the good I could do in the school system.  I told him all the impact I planned to have on young men as a coach.  I pleaded with Him to consider the amount of work I had put in and how far I was on my degrees.  None of this impressed Him much.  I could not sleep as I wrestled with God about His plans and my good, well thought out plans.

Finally, I sat up in bed (my bed was directly underneath my roommates and directly on the floor) and I said, "OK, I'll do it." 

I'll skip my terror of telling my parents and go right to when I told the head of the education department my change.  He, being a God-fearing man, simply replied, "If God is telling you to go into radio why wouldn't you listen to Him?"

So, I graduated with a history degree and before I graduated I had a job at the same station I am still currently employed by nearly seventeen years later.  Seventeen years later I am immensely glad that I listened.

During the Reformation the medieval Catholic Church's separation of the secular and sacred was abandoned by protestants and the idea of vocation was championed.  The Reformers believed that we are called by God into the roles that He has placed us.  Vocation was how they described it.  Whether you were a pastor or a pot washer, men like Martin Luther were sure that you could please and glorify God.

Vocation is our divine call from God to serve Him by loving our neighbors through everyday work, family life and civic duties.  If you are a pastor, a teacher, an engineer, a stay-at-home mother, a dairy farmer, a student or whatever the case may be, and whether that position is permanent or for the next six weeks, and if you feel joy radiating as you do it or are simply doing it to make ends meet, you've got a vocation from the Sovereign God.

I'm going to try something somewhat risky.  I want to use my specific vocation that brings me my paycheck to explore how we can be true to God in our vocation.  I won't be using other vocations I have (father, churchman, neighbor, etc). This is a risk, because it has the unfortunate possibility of being a "look at me" thing.  That's not my intention.  Rather, I would like to use my vocation as a template for helping us think and think well about how we honor God in our various vocations.

Love God.  Love Neighbor.

One prayer I consistently pray before a sports broadcast is: "Let me be a blessing to my community."  When I am at my best in recognizing that I have a vocation and not simply a job that is my prayer.  I should do it every time and not just most times, but I am a work in progress.

"...You shall love the Lord your God with all your heart and with all your soul and with all your mind.  This is the great and first commandment.  And a second is like it: You shall love your neighbor as yourself.  On these two commandments depend all the Law and the Prophets." Matthew 22:37-40

Do I love my listener?  Do I work hard to serve them, to help them "be there" when they can't, to give them truth as clearly and entertainingly as I can? Do I love the sponsors?  Do I desire to help them grow the number of people that know about their products and services or do I view them as something in the way of people hearing me yap?  Do I love the people involved in the event?  Do I treat each player like they were my daughter, each coach like they're my friend and each official like they might be my brother?  Can I be honest when any or all of them fail and be able to speak like his father was sitting right next to me?

There are three groups of people that matter in the broadcast and I'm not one of them: The listeners, the sponsors and the people involved in the game or interview.  Do I say that and then live self-absorbed, or can I love them in kindness and self-forgetfulness?

As Unto the Lord.

Do I strive for excellence?  Do I work hard to do the best I can?  If Jesus needed to hear the game or if Jesus used my station as an alarm clock would He be served well?  If God was my boss, and He truly is whether or not I see that, would He be pleased with my work?

"Whatever you do, work heartily, as for the Lord and not for men, knowing that from the Lord you will receive the inheritance as your reward.  You are serving the Lord Christ." Colossians 3:23-24

Do I do my job as unto the Lord?  Can I interview the mayor, introduce the next song, announce a birthday and tell my listener that the soccer ball sailed wide left as if Jesus was sitting in the car listening and the Father was writing my checks on the 15th and 1st?

How Would Jesus Call a Game or Host a Show?

I'm in the tail end of reading The Character of Christ: The Fruit of the Spirit in the Life of Our Savior by Jonathan Landry Cruse.  In the book he argues that the best way to incorporate the fruit of the Spirit into our lives is to marvel at the way Jesus exhibited them in His life.  I agree and for the last, couple I think, years I have had the question "How would Jesus call a game?" in my head.

Is the fruit of the Spirit evident in my work?  Is there any evidence that the Holy Spirit indwells me as I speak into a microphone?

"But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness, self-control..." Galatians 5:22-23

Do I love well?  Do I have joy oozing out of me?  Do I cause peace or division?  Am I patient and do I encourage others to be patient?  Are my words and evaluations kind and charitable? Is my work a source of goodness or simply slop?  Am I faithful and are my words reliable and trustworthy?  Are my broadcasts gentle, especially to the lowly?  Do I have self-control or is my tongue a burning fire that will get me in trouble at a moment's notice? 

Provision

Vocations, both paid and unpaid, are a mean's of God's care for you and your dependents.  Do I thank God for my paycheck or do I believe that I earned it on my own?  Who do I think designed me and gave me my abilities?

"But if anyone does not provide for his relatives, and especially for members of his household, he has denied the faith and is worse than an unbeliever." 1 Timothy 5:8

"... If anyone is not willing to work, let him not eat." 2 Thessalonians 3:10

God has given me provision that is there for me and my family through the means of my vocation He's called me.  May I never disregard His means of provision and demand that He take care of me and my family another way.  God has called me to a sentinel's post in His kingdom that I might work there and work there well.

What about your vocation?  Can you run through some of the template I am trying out on myself and see how you're doing?  

I occasionally get asked if I want to leave my job at a secular station in order to work for a Christian radio station or for a local church.  But I thank God that He, in His wisdom and goodness, does not have such a stringent and bold line between secular and sacred as we do.  I thank God that there is a way to please Him in all places we find ourselves placed.  As for me, I plan to serve where I have been called until the calling changes, if it ever does.  May you resolve to follow God's calling on you and do the same today. 

Pure Imagination for Clear Communication

 The song "Pure Imagination" from the Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory has recently become a hit song again.  The Wyn Starks version is, fittingly, a re-imagination of the song you've heard Gene Wilder sing throughout your childhood on the screen.

Obviously imagination is key to creating, but do you use your imagination to communicate well?

Some of you reading may preach, others may teach a class at your church and all of us communicate on a daily basis.  Do we explore and utilize God's gift of imaginative creativity in our speech and communication?  Do we look for ways to better get our ideas across to help the brains and hearts around us latch onto the concepts we're excited to share?  Or in our search for theological perfection do we spook ourselves out of doing what Jesus did as He used stories about specks and logs, sparrows and treasure in a field?

Recently in St. Paul, Minnesota I heard pastor Kevin DeYoung speak.  He preached well but it was one mental picture he painted that really stuck with me.  He was talking about repentance and he did it through the game of Hotter-Colder.  DeYoung said when he played the game his kids would walk further and further away from the object they're supposed to find.  

"Colder, colder, ice cold, Arctic Circle..."

But then the moment they turn simply in the direction of the hidden object, no matter how far away they are, they hear this: "Warmer."

And so it it is with repentance.  Repentance isn't about the distance from righteousness but we are warmer the moment we turn.  DeYoung then described the angels cheering as they watch and hear "Warmer!".  The picture is forever latched in my mind and I've already borrowed it.

So, how can we use our God-given imaginations and creativity to communicate better?  

I don't know.  That's for you to dream up and think hard on.  But I encourage you to think of analogies, stories, word pictures and object lessons to help as you disciple whomever God has given you to disciple.  

If you're looking for ideas to borrow or trigger your imagination I encourage you to watch the videos below today.

Alistair Begg

Matt Chandler

Francis Chan

I'll Miss It

 My wife and I haven't done anything medical to make this a sure thing, but we believe we're done having children.  I was 30 when we welcomed our first child and I would be 40 if we had a baby now.  

This is stereotypically something moms talk about, but it's sad thinking of this stage of life likely being done.  It's weird to think that my time fathering little kids is slipping away.

I'll miss so much.

I'll miss seeing my beautiful wife's body change as a brand new person grows inside of her.  I'll miss the first time I feel my child kick my hand pressed against her belly.  

I'll miss them sleeping on my chest as I sleep.  

I will never again rock them until they're asleep and keep rocking them just because I'm not ready to leave them.  

I'll miss kissing them on their foreheads and saying, "I love you.  Jesus loves you.  Close your eyes. Go to sleep."

I'll miss storybooks with pictures that they just have to tell me an observation about one of the pictures before I can turn the page.

I'll miss playing Pycho-Jaws and the doo-doo-doo-doo-doo-doo-doot game as they giggle.

My eldest son Joshua is eight going on nine and he has trail blazed our parenting into an awesome new world of camp, chapter books, deep discussions and more grown-up moments.  I have loved all the new things he's done and Anna just behind him.  I really, really, really enjoy where we are currently and I look forward to the many amazing thing each age will bring with each kid, but I know I'm going to miss the era we've left and are leaving.

It's weird to know that much of what I miss will need to wait until I enjoy it with my grandchildren or until we re-enter the world of foster care.

What's the point of this?  The point is this: Do I/we spend time dwelling on the blessing that is God's gift of children?

"Behold, children are a heritage from the LORD,
the fruit of the womb a reward." Psalm 127:3

Some of you are long beyond the stage I'm beginning to miss.  Some of you are in the thick of it and need reminding that it will be missed in the day-to-day weariness.  Some of you long for this stage but singleness or infertility or miscarriage has robbed you of the joy you seek.  I feel for you.  

Yesterday was officially Celebration of Life Day.  A day to remember the gift of life and new life and young life and old life.  Well, I missed that arbitrary day, but I hope you take time to celebrate life and smile when you think about the stage of life God has called you to live and perhaps to raise today.

4 Themes After Soaking in the Psalms

 In 2025 my New Year's Resolution was to read a psalm every day and write in my journal about it.  I read the entire book of 150 psalms twice and ended on Psalm 65 my third time through.  During this year I got some great personal devotional time in Psalms and I also got to share what I learned through texts to friends, talking with my small group, preaching on Psalm 46 and praying the text by myself.  I will say without reservation that my favorite way to experience Psalms in 2025 was reading and studying them with my eldest son (explaining has always made me slow down and think so much more clearly).

In past years I have resolved to read more books and to stay in the Gospels for a whole year.  I thoroughly enjoyed both but there is a distinct blessing to soaking in one particular genre or book of the Bible for an entire year.

In 2025 soaking in Psalms a few themes stuck out that come to my mind now.  These themes are by no means exhaustive... 365 days bathing in 150 songs can't be boiled down into one short post here.  However, I do want to share a few themes that have engrained themselves into my mind and hopefully my soul and character.

1) Pour Out Your Heart to God

This theme can't be missed while reading Psalms.  Many of us are strangely polite in our prayers.  Not the psalmists.  Whether it's David, the sons of Korah or an unnamed author the words of the songs are shockingly honest.  

Pour out your heart to God.  It's not disrespectful or sacrilegious.  Pouring out your heart honestly is encouraged and at times demanded.  I hope my 2025 in Psalms will vastly improve my prayer life and therefore my intimacy with my God.

2) Only the Humble will be Saved

If you read all 150 psalms and come away thinking that God is okay with your pride then you might be illiterate.  Humility isn't a nice attribute for the most holy of people to weave into their character.  No, humility is necessary for our salvation.  God opposes the proud but gives grace to the humble (James 4:6).  Psalm 138:6 tells us that God knows the haughty from afar.  Jesus tells us that only the humble will see God (Matthew 5:8).  No one will enter Heaven's gates and experience God from afar.  If God is opposed to you, who could be for you?

I pray that the last 365 days in Psalms has decreased my pride and increased my humility.  I pray looking at the psalms has given me more looks at God in His high position and fewer looks at myself in a poorly perceived high position.

3) God Loves the Lowly, Down and Out, and the Righteous

God loves everybody the same is not a statement you would say freely if you soaked in the psalms.  It is clear over and over that God has a special affection for the lowly, down and out, and the righteous.  It is clear over and over that God has a combative relationship with the fat cats, the oppressors, and the wicked.

If God is near to the brokenhearted, the lowly, and the despised, then why aren't I?  If God has a particular distain for the fat cats of society, then why do I desire to cozy up to them?

I hope that my 2025 resolution has helped me have a more godly approach to who I value, who I associate with, and how I see myself.

4) God Alone is Our Refuge and Strength

When the words of the 150 songs in this book wash over you again and again you end up with a lower and lower view of man and a higher and higher view of God.  We functionally put our trust in a myriad of things.  Pastor Craig Groeschel titled his 2011 book perfectly when he called it The Christian Atheist.  Horses and chariots, high walls, strong leaders, wealth, and great strategies are nice to have but they are not and cannot be our refuge and strength.  Over and over we are implored in the psalms to lift up our view of the Almighty and to lower our view of the things we lean on.  

After spending the last year in this one book I expect that in 2026 I can more honestly sing, "I dare not trust the sweetest frame, but wholly lean on Jesus' name."  I pray that I will trust more and rely more upon God and less on my propped up functional saviors and comforts, especially the abominable fleshly self.

There's so much more that I gleaned from a year in the same Biblical field.  However, these four themes, I think and hope, will stick in my pores this year.  In 2026 my resolution is to read the epistles of the New Testament all year.  I'm not sure if I will do whole chapters each day or partial chapters.  I tell you this so you can hold me accountable and ask what I'm reading.  I tell you this because I have an expectation that I will have much to share in 2026 and that it will begin today.

5 Star Books of 2025

 In 2025 I read fewer books than I did the previous year.  I honestly had a good year of reading going and slowed way down in the second half of the year and finished with 16 books, not counting the novels read with the kids. I rated each book with a max of 5 stars.  Looking back I was almost certainly too hard on some books with some by authors like C.S. Lewis, John MacArthur and Dallas Willard falling in the 3 and 4 star range, but I'll stick with what I originally rated each.

Below are the books I gave a 5 star rating and would recommend to you:

The Death of Ivan Ilyich by Leo Tolstoy- Excellent novelization of death and the wasted life.

The Cost of Discipleship by Dietrich Bonhoeffer- Tremendous book.  Not a simple read and made me think deeply.

The Hiding Place by Corrie Ten Boom- A must read for all.

Enjoying God by Tim Chester- Great little book for a Bible study.  Easy and deep.

Generations by Jean Twenge- Insightful for parents, leaders and pastors.  Good sociological diagnosis that needs the Gospel applied to it once read.

If you're resolution or goal in 2026 is to read more good books then feel free to use any of these five as a launching pad.  Have a great final day of 2025 and maybe start a new book today.

Christmas Letter 2025

 Merry Christmas from the Rays.

This has been another jam-packed year that has flown by quickly.  We've had a number of adventures this year, but none bigger than our van trip to Colorado.  We went with Christine's parents, Steve and Karen, and Matt's mom and husband, Kathie and Curt.  It was a time for majestic views and lots of family time.  It also was neat for Matt and Christine to revisit the places they went on their honeymoon.  As if Colorado wasn't enough adventure, the Rays also went to the bi-annual Ray Family Reunion in Minnesota.  That is always a great time to reconnect at a beautiful location where the kids can live in and on the water.

Matt is still working at KWAY radio and has been able to work with the youth at church.  He also enjoys getting to volunteer in children's church and loved getting the opportunity to preach one Sunday.  Christine is still working very part-time at the walk-in clinic in Waverly while mostly getting to be a stay-at-home mom.  This February she got an insulin pump and that has been a huge help in regulating her type 1 diabetes.  She also enjoys being active in Bible Study Fellowship in town.

Jamari is living and working in Texas after moving from Georgia.  This summer he moved into his first apartment all to himself, which was a big goal of his.  He'll turn 21 on Christmas Eve. 

Joshua is in 3rd grade this year and enjoys reading, playing outside with his friends in the neighborhood, being involved in Trail Life and doing sports like baseball and football.  Unfortunately, he missed some of football due to a buckle fracture in his thumb.  He got to be the first kid in the family to break a bone.  Father's Day weekend Joshua took a big step in his life and was baptized.  Since then he has been working on reading through his Bible.

Anna is in 1st grade and is in love with learning.  She loves Mondays and hates Saturdays because she wishes she could go to school every day.  Anna enjoyed playing baseball and soccer but loves doing arts and crafts at home most of all.  She hopes to one day be an illustrator.  This summer she also got to go to camp for three nights the first time.

Gideon is 4 and in his last year of preschool.  He is the biggest character in the house right now and keeps us on our toes.  This November Gideon complained of side pain.  Next thing you knew he was having surgery to remove his appendix.  He's doing well now but he got to be the first kid in the family with a major surgery.

Faith turned 2 in August and is the favorite of all the other kids.  She is cute and knows it.  She, like all the other kids, has found her voice and will talk your ear off.  She also loves to sing and dance.  It's hard to believe she'll be in school this coming Fall because she's the baby in the family and proud of it.

2025 was a year of extreme normality mixed with literal mountaintop experiences with a side of medical interventions.  Through it all we have found the hope that Christmas proclaims: an Immanuel God whose steadfast love endures forever.  We pray that you have found this for you and your family this year as well. 

Merry Christmas and a Happy 2026 from the Rays.

A Christian Response to the Epstein Files

 Unless you live in a duplex under a rock you've heard about, thought about and talked about the so-called Epstein Files.  In a rare act of near unanimity congress voted to direct the Department of Justice to release in thirty days the information it had on the case regarding the dead child sex offender and financier Jeffery Epstein and his accomplice.  Only one of the 535 members of congress voted against this bill and the president signed it into law.

There is, and has been for years, much talked about regarding this.  The alleged, heinous actions are gross and scandalous.  It is no joy of mine to think about rich and powerful people flying to a private island to engage in criminal sexual activity with minors who were scouted and trafficked there.

As a Christian how should we think and talk about this?  How should a biblical faith engage with this? 

I won't go so far as to say I will offer up the principles to guide us but I would like to propose a way to Christianly respond.  I would like to propose three principles that can guide a Christian.

1) This is not political. Don't make it.

I'm saddened to see how this Epstein garbage has been made political.  Politicians are likely involved in the darkness of Epstein's crimes, but that doesn't make it political.  It will undoubtedly have massive political implications, but that doesn't make it political.

If your heart reacts to this news with a hopefulness that more blues than reds are involved, I think your moral compass is out of whack.  If one of the politicians on the side you pull for is involved and you want to ignore it, I think your moral compass is broken.  If you are okay with more cover up and strategic delaying of the truth, i fear your moral compass needs repair.  Recall the story of the prophet Nathan.  Nathan had to call out King David's heinous sexual sin and the deadly coverup that followed it.  Nathan didn't reason that David was too good of a king to rock the boat.  Nathan didn't consider the military power and economic success of Israel as something worth more than calling his king to repentance for rape, murder and a gross political coverup.  Neither should you.  

We must think about right and wrong not right and left.

2) God hates this!

You cannot read your Bible and think that God doesn't hate when the rich and powerful abuse and plunder the weak and lowly.  You can't read your Bible honestly and think God doesn't burn with wrath over the crimes reported to have been done by this syndicate of sin.

According to Matthew 18:6 Jesus says it would be better for a large millstone to be tied around the neck of these creeps that would sexually violate these girls and then toss the creepos off the so-called "Pedophile Island" and into the sea.  It's undeniable that God hates this.

Hell is evidence of God's hatred of sin and Hell itself is a comfort in situations like this.  Christopher W. Morgan and Robert A Peterson say that, "... the biblical writers underscore the justice of hell in order to comfort persecuted believers.  Indeed, we could speak of the 'comfort of hell.'... hell reassured God's people that ultimately evil and evildoers would be defeated."

If God hates this, you should hate this.  Don't become calloused to the disgusting sinfulness of this Epstein crap.

3) Even pedophiles can be saved.

I think in the United States of America in 2025 sex crimes against children is considered more deeply unthinkable than even murder.  There's something righteous and burning hot about the rage that bubbles up when we hear about sexual abuse against children.  I think this is right and good.  

There is probably no class more ostracized and vilified than that of sex offenders.

Don't hear me wrongly.  I'm not saying it is Christian to ignore sexual abuse.  I'm not by any means saying that the Christian response to this is to preclude firm justice.  I'm not saying it's Christian to be foolish and let your children stay overnight at someone on the sex offender registry.  

What I am saying is that the Gospel is good news even for the pedophile if he will repent and believe.  Jesus' saving work is applicable, even to those that heinously violate children.

"The saying is trustworthy and deserving of full acceptance, that Christ Jesus came into the world to save sinners, of whom I am the foremost." 1 Timothy 1:15

Christians, this good news isn't a get out of jail free card.  This gospel certainly does not and should not pervert earthly justice.  Sex crimes deserve justice.  What this good news does is cause us to awe and wonder at how good Jesus is.  What this gospel does is provoke us to tell it to all, even those we have a hard time imagining it is for.  What the good news of Jesus' propitiatory death on the cross for sins does is demand that we pray for the salvation of sinners, even sinners that we also pray that fair justice lands on.

Don't engage with this Epstein stuff as the non-Christians do.  We must be Bible-informed and Gospel-shaped people.  So, don't make this excrement political, hate this sin like your Heavenly Father hates it and remember and proclaim that the Gospel extends even to those who sin monstrously today.